Up to Me

"At least one million movies have been made off this storyline: "I can't be with the person that I want to be with. I'm in love with them, but I can't be with them, so I can either die or I can try to move on with my life and see if I can fall in love with somebody else." That's what "up to me" is about. I actually wrote this with David Hodges—he was the main songwriter of Evanescence and he got kicked out of the band right before their humongous album that went triple-gazillion platinum. He got through telling me the whole story, which was heartbreaking, and at the very end he’s like, "I just wish it was up to me. It wasn't up to me.""

- Paul

"up to me" is the second track on LANY's fourth studio album, gg bb xx.